The Mind Of The Broken Hearted…

Tabi ngagai kita bala kaban, pangan, unggal, menyadi, sulu, ambai…just whatever you want to put it. Lama aku udah enda ngirum post dalam blog aku tu…kalu nadai awak ndor aku ngarang ditu…..kalu busy laban ke ka ngambi pemisi panjai ujung bulan tu. Cuti Gawai Dayak meh nya….aku start pemisi 25/05 tu. Enda sabar ka atai ba rumah diri empu.

Anang saru meda topic aku saritu…actually I was touched this morning leboh aku ninga lagu "Kasih Yang Terpisah" ari Idayu AF3. The melody was nice…plus the lyric of the song was rather menyentuh perasaan munyi ko jakoorang maya tu. So, while listening to the song, I managed to jotted down the entire lyric..in which I would like to share with all of you this morning. Basically I was all about broken hearted and regrets….I guess….anyway, its really a nice song. I love it!

 

Idayu AF3 ~ Kasih Yang Terpisah

Adakah engkau
Dapat merasakan apa yang ku rasa
Tentang apa yang telah terjadi
Oh inikah suratan yang ku terima kini

Bukan salah diri mu
Bukan kau pinta semua kan terjadi
Kerna hati ku mencinta
Semua terlukis rasa yang kecewa

Andainya kini
Dapat ku ulang semua kisah silam
Pasti ku akan menyayangi mu
Selamanya hingga ke akhir dunia

Tapi apakan daya
Terpisahlah jua kita akhirnya
Pengorbanan mu pada diri ku
Tak pernah ku hargai

(chorus)
Sukarnya untuk merubah
Sukarnya untuk ku melupakan
Kenangan bersama telah tersurat
Ku layari bahtera ku ini
Akan ku teguhIngin lagi ku bersama
Ingin lagi ku peluk
Walau sesaat cuma
Walau di maya kau menjelma
Untuk bermesra
Pasti tak bisa
Kembalikan diri mu

Adakah engkau
Tak akan melihat ku di sini
Bukan ku rayu untuk simpati
Tapi maafkanlah

Kerna kesilapan itu
Takkan kau lupakan
Pasti ku ubah segalanya.

Throughout our lives we are all bound to experience a variety of relationships. The toughest thing most of us will learn is that those first few relationships don’t generally work out, and we’re bound to experience a little heart break. As much as these experiences are dreadfully painful, I believe they are essential for us to correctly understand ourselves, and why we do the things we do. When relationships head for the worst, people go through a collections of emotions – from rage to frustration to acceptance and finally to understanding. We must repeat these phases of emotion as necessary until we realize that life is going to be different now. The fear of change, feelings of loneliness, obsession and infatuation, all make being “free” a scary thing. Hmmm umbas meh nya…..nyu jiwang ndar aku saritu…..got carried away ninga lagu diberi LH agai aku….”Tak Bisa Memilikimu”….hu..hu…sinu ndar… 

Mupok nda lama aku…..

Something to ponder upon…

Sent by a friend this morning…and I found it so true!This is a nice analogy, so take heed of the advice. 

Once upon a time, there was a very strong man. He asked for a job from a timber merchant and he got it. The pay was really good and so were the work conditions. For that reason, the man was determined to do his best.  His boss gave him an axe and showed him the area where he is supposed to work. The first day, he brought down 18 trees. The Boss was very much impressed and said, "Congratulations! Go on that way!"

Very motivated by the words of the boss, he tried harder the next day, but only could bring down 15 trees. The third day he tried even harder, but he could only bring down 10 trees. Day after day he was bringing down less and less trees. "I must be losing my strength", he thought to himself.

He went to the Boss and apologized, saying that he could not understand what was going on. "When was the last time you sharpened your axe?" the boss asked. "Sharpen? I had no time to sharpen my axe. I have been busy cutting trees."

 

The moral of this story:

Our lives are like that. We sometimes get so busy that we don't take time to sharpen the axe. In today's world, it seems that everyone is busier than ever, but less happy than ever. Why is that? Could it be that we have forgotten how to stay sharp?

There's nothing wrong with activity and hard work. But we should not get so busy and neglect the truly important things in life, like our personal life, taking time to care for others, taking time to read etc. We all need time to relax, to think and meditate, to learn and grow. If you don't take the time to sharpen the axe, we will become dull and lose our effectiveness.

So, start from today, think about the ways by which you could do your job more effectively and add a lot of value to it. Hope this story has given you some insight to life, may you be happy always!

"TO HANDLE YOURSELF, USE YOUR HEAD;TO HANDLE OTHERS, USE YOUR HEART"

Peace and cherio to all…..

Happy Mother’s Day

A Mother's Love

There is no love, like a mother's love,
no stronger bond on earth…
like the precious bond that comes from God,
to a mother, when she gives birth.

A mother's love is forever strong,
never changing for all time…
and when her children need her most,
a mother's love will shine.

God bless these special mothers,
God bless them every one…
for all the tears and heartache,
and for the special work they've done.

When her days on earth are over,
a mother's love lives on…
through many generations,
with God's blessings on each one.

Be thankful for our mothers,
for they love with a higher love…
from the power God has given,
and the strength from up above.

p/s – ngau peluang tu aku meri Selamat Hari Indai agai Val, Van, LH, BE, BEL ngai Sil @ Leftenan Pyo….ngau pesan rindu rindu meh selalu….. Jaga meh anak kita ngau manah ok…

Welcome to Dongmakgol

.:. Sil, this is the vcd's that I bought (bahan bukti).:.

Yesterday (Sunday 07/05/06), I started the day with no plans to speak of. After church, I was taking a nap and around 5.30 or so in the evening I was watching a Korean movie entitled Welcome to Dongmakgol…alone…as usual! Well, actually I had a conversation with Sil pertaining to that movie the day before and obviously he managed to persuade me to watch that movie…he..he… The film was pretty good, and not nearly as anti-American as the Korea Herald led me to believe. Set during the Korean War (1950 to be exact), the movie tells the tale of a group of North Korean soldiers, a group of South Korean soldiers, and an American pilot (Capt. Neil Smith) who all independently wind up in a small village completely unaware of the (the afore mentioned Dongmakgol).

 

.:. Scene maya penduduk kampung berandau ngau Capt. Neal Smith.:.

Over the course of the movie, all of these guys realized that none of them are really that different from each other while removed from the war. I took the film to be more anti-war than anti-American. All sides in the film were shown doing horrible things during war (North Koreans attempting to kill off their own injured men, South Koreans blowing up a bridge with people on it, Americans beating up civilians during an interrogation), so no one comes off smelling like roses.

 

 .: Scene maya Sil ngau BE belaya / berekak..he..he :.

Geli ati aku ngenang maya penduduk kampong Dongmakgol nya bekenang ka bala sedadu ke datai dia, ba sida penduduk kampong nya the newcomers are viewed simply as people "wearing a round gourd (buah labu)  and holding long sticks" and who "look irritated a lot," because they have never seen a gun nor military helmet. When the soldiers explain war has broken out across the Korean Peninsula, the villages ask with surprise, "Who invaded? The Japanese or Chinese?" I really found this was rather an amusing prologue to a film that portrays the tragedy and absurdity of war. Overall cerita tu ndang lucu ndar peda aku….towards the end of it ke nyu emosional mimit….

 

 

 .: Scene mandang ka aku, Sil ngau BE….sapa sigat gi?? :.

 

 

It's all about "gratitude and revenge"…..pesan aku ngagai semua……rindu meh ngagai pangan diri….anang belaya…..peace to all…..

 

 .: Scene maya kami main American Football in peace :.

 

  

 .: Gambar Sil maya posing pekit Keling Kg. Dongmakgol :.

 

.: Gambar Val benong excited meda penyigat bala Keling Dongmakgol :.

Casts;

 

1. Cptn. Neil Smith          –   Aku meh nya….he…he…

2. Left. Pyo                     –  Sil

3. Comrad Korea Utara   –  BE

4. Medic                          –  BEL

5. Yeo-Il (village girl)        –  Val

6. Talkative Grandmother  –  Van (special appearance)

 

Selamat Gawai Dayak agai semua…

  

.:Kumang Gawai Kapit 2005:.

Hi there…..semengat Gawai semampai berlegar-legar ngelingi aku diatu. I know its still too early for me to wish anyone "Selamat Gawai Dayak" but I just can't help it, as the spirit of Gawai keep haunting me day and night…..he..he…

Anyway, engka aku nyu overlooked ka meri selamat agai semua my precious friends….diatu aku ka meri Selamat Hari Gawai Dayak 2006, Gayu Guru, Gerai Nyamai; Chelap Lindap Nguan Menoa; Bulih Betuah Belimpah Ari Pun Datai Ke Belama; Enda Sakit, Enda Lengit; Panjai Umur, Enda Tendur; Beranak Betelesak Serata Menoa Menuh Ka Dunya….

 

.:Ngalu Pengabang:.

Hmmm…aku plan pulai ke menoa 25/05/06 tu. Udah nya pulai kerja baru kena 12/05/06 nyin ila. Pandak aja pemisi, tang apa boleh buat meh, dah adat ngiga pemakai ba menoa orang. Tat ka aja meh, yang penting ulih pulai ke menoa diri empu. Mina sinu mimit Gawai taun tu laban not the whole family be home for Gawai. Bala menyadi ke bukai nda ulih pulai laban ke bisi penanggol ke enda ulih diseliahka. Arap ka ulih betemu ngau sida maya Krismas ila meh. And I want to wish my beloved brothers and sisters a Happy Gawai Dayak mega meh. May God bless them always.

 

.:Maya betemu moa:.

Ngagai bala raban former RD, akumeri selamat Gawai agai kita mega. Especially my dear friends/bro BE, BEL, Silmido, Mith, Val, Van, LH..(i'm glad to know u guys)..errr who else arrr… Enggau pesan rindu-rindu meh selalu…anang manchal maya Gawai…kita ke nadai orang ngempu giga meh tipak diri empu anang aja ngachau laki/bini orang…kita ke udah bisi orang ngempu diau diri aja meh ngelila ka orang au…nagang diri maya ngirup ai bisa…dont drink and drive…ingatlah orang tersayang…berhati-hati di jalan raya…majulah Gawai untuk negara…chewahhhhh!!!!

p/s – nti sema kitai ulih berundang ngabang agai pangan diri nyamai ndar. Tang takut mimit aku ka ngabang laban ke enda nemu enggau orang ngirup ai bisa. Sigi nda ngirup ga aku tu…

Peace to all…….

ATM Warning

Bank ATM's Converted to Steal IDs of Bank Customers

A team of organized criminals are installing equipment on legitimate bank ATM's in at least 2 regions to steal both the ATM card number and the PIN. The team sits nearby in a car receiving the information transmitted wirelessly over weekends and evenings from equipment they install on the front of the ATM (see photos). If you see an attachment like this, do not use the ATM and report it immediately to the bank using the phone on the front of the ATM. The equipment used to capture your ATM card number and PIN are cleverly disguised to look like normal ATM equipment. A "skimmer" is mounted to the front of the normal ATM card slot that reads the ATM card number and transmits it to the criminals sitting in a nearby car.At the same time, a wireless camera is disguised to look like a leaflet holder and is mounted in a position to view ATM PIN entries.The thieves copy the cards and use the PIN numbers to withdraw thousands from many accounts in a very short time directly from the bank ATM.

Equipment being installed on front of existing bank card slot.

The equipment as it appears installed over the normal ATM bank slot.

The PIN reading camera being installed on the ATM is housed in an innocent looking leaflet enclosure.

The camera shown installed and ready to capture PIN's by looking down on the keypad as you enter your PIN

THE DA VINCI CODE: FACT OR FICTION?

What is The Da Vinci Code?

 The Da Vinci Code is a novel. Its publisher, Doubleday, released it with much dan dare in March 2003 and heavily promoted it. As a result, it debuted at #1 on the New York Times bestseller list and has remained on it since, selling millions of copies. The publisher claims that it is “the bestselling adult novel of all time within a one-year period.” 

So popular has The Da Vinci Code become that it has created a marketing room for books related to the novel, and it has become the subject of a major motion picture scheduled to be released on May 18, 2006. 

What is The Da Vinci Code About?

It is a thriller story involving secret societies, conspiracies, the Catholic Church and the fictional “truth” about Jesus Christ. Here is the author’s own summary:

             A renowned Harvard symbologist is summoned to the Louvre Museum to examine a series of cryptic symbols relating to Da Vinci’s artwork. In decrypting the code, he uncovers the key to one of the greatest mysteries of all time, and he becomes a hunted man. During the course of the novel it is alleged that the Catholic Church is perpetuating a major, centuries-long conspiracy to hide the “truth” about Jesus Christ from the public, and itor its agents are willing to stop at nothing, including murder, to do so. 

Why should a Christian be concerned about the novel?

Although a work of fiction, the book claims to be meticulously researched, and it goes to great lengths to convey the impression that it is based on fact. It even has a “fact” page at the front of the book underscoring the claim of factuality for particular ideas within the book. As a result, many readers – christians are taking the book’s ideas seriously.

The problem is that many of the ideas that the book promotes are anything but fact, and they go directly to the heart of the Christian faith.

 For example, the book promotes these false ideas: 

• Jesus is not God; he was only a man.
• Jesus was married to Mary Magdalene.
• She is to be worhipped as a goddess.
• Jesus got her pregnant, and the two has a daughter.
• The daughter gave rise to a prominent family line that is still present in Europe today.
• The Bible was put together by a pagan Roman emperor.
• Jesus was viewed as a man and not as God until the fourth century, when he was deified by the emperor Constantine.
• The Gospels have been edited to support the claims of later Christians.
• In the original Gospels, Mary Magdalene rather than Peter was directed to establish the Church.
• There is a secret society known as the Priory of Zion that still worships Mary Magdalene as a goddess and is trying to keep the truth alive.

Christians should be concerned about the book because it not only misrepresents the church as a murderous institution but also implies that the Christian faith itself is utterly false. If the book’s claims were true, then all forms of Christianity would be false…thus Christians should be concerned about the book!!!